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| 09:49pm 03/05/2007 |
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hmmmmmmm
fuck that |
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| 02:03pm 07/02/2007 |
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hello!!!?!??!
my days events so far.......
woke up
got on myspace a bit
said hi to raulio
watched some tv
myspace again
cigarette trip
made lunch
judging amy
law and order - myspacin it up |
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| sean william gellis |
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| 09:27pm 06/02/2007 |
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is my sexy sexy boyfriend
i just love him so much
this could be love .......love for fire
were gonna get married and have children
but were getting a dog first |
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| these damn reoccuring dreams |
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| 09:05pm 06/02/2007 |
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i dont know what to do im tired of going to bed........i keep dreaming about erics party and what happened that night...........
and everytime i fall asleep more and more happens in my dream.......... do i need therapy ???
how do i make this go away
hmmmmmmmmm maybe if i dont sleep
i dunno i hate this i hate what happened i hate it all i dont know what to do |
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| is he your sexual partner........ |
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| 09:01pm 06/02/2007 |
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hello there..........lets see here after lunch me and sean watched some tv i played on my myspace.......
went to todd;s waht a rip off..............
went to jakes had so much fun
came back here
i love sean william gellis!!!! |
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| my name is rwanda and im a transvestite who wears 80's whore makeup |
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| 02:55pm 06/02/2007 |
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well today i watch tv alil bit of charmed...some mtv made....SCRUBS and crossing jordan and now its time to watch law and order
i went to CHOPSTICKS TODAY!!!! got general tso's chicken and some white rice.. cranberry juice...hot tea.. and water
best pan asian food ive ever eaten in my life....
made an apt to sign up for the ged courses at santa fe!!!!
im so excited ive got my life in order!!!!!
woo go me!!!! |
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| im seeing red |
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| 11:24am 06/02/2007 |
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i love my user pics i just do!!! |
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| KOOL XL,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, |
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| 11:14am 06/02/2007 |
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music: scrubs on the television
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HMMMMMMMM......... im watching tv right now......... im bored and i guess im a boring person for being bored....hmmmm does that make sense??????
anywho........i want to take a journey into the future and discover what i want to do ...........
im going to jtown early on friday....... getting my withdraw papers from the worst school in the universe
then when i get back to gainesville im going to santa fe and im enrolling into the free adult ged program becuase im just that great and i want to get a diploma of some sort and since a ged is equivalent to a high school diploma thats good enough for me!!! and then i can enroll into santa fe community college for two years and then go to a regualr university and then pay up the ass for the next 55254487987years of my life..... for the education i want not necessarily need!!!!!!!!
any ways i like the show scrubs on tv its funny funny....... hmmmmm i really want to do this voice posting thing ............ im gonna look into that right about now.........
peace
p.s. what would you do for a klondike bar? |
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| 2 HOOKERS AND AN EIGHT BALL |
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| 08:51am 06/02/2007 |
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music: CHIODOS....... ALL NEREDIS BEWARE
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SO im wondering what the fuck am i gonna do today???? i guess i need to start packing all the shit thats in here cause were moving me and sean are moving into our studio apartment this weekend!!!!!!! do i really wanna do that though????
ANYWAYS, HMMMMMMMM NEXT TOPIC.....which i really dont have one.......
I LOVE BONICULA |
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| im going to be writing in this from now on |
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| 07:18pm 05/02/2007 |
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mood:  annoyed music: cartoons.......
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hmmmm i figured composition books are out dated and i really dont want to take the time writing when i could be typing cause it doesnt take alot of my time.......
alright alot in my life has changed since i last wrote in here but im not going to talk about it......
anywho...
i guess im gonna say this...
im really unhappy whats going on right now
i guess im infuriated....
Ive decided i need a change in my life....therefore im gonna do it and make that change
i never really had big problems with my parents untill i started drinking and smoking
i used to get along with them..then not anymore so much
i really would like my parents to be together i really want them to love eachother.....
i know i cant make them but i wish i could remind them of the past of everything
hmmm anyways i guess it doesnt matter anymore
i guess that people need to find their own way and make their own paths and footsteps in this word
and that no body can tell them where to go only to point them in the right direction........
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| 12:50pm 17/09/2005 |
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its official and i cant get over it grant ruined my day today again....just like everyweekend.. |
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| i want a chiwahwah |
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| 04:19pm 09/09/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: kyle in the background
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i want a chiwahwah buy me one somebody |
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| cant remember saturday |
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| 02:16pm 29/08/2005 |
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mood: pissed off music: library
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well then i cant remember my saturday that much lol.... anyways my mom made me get a seventh hour today and the only class they had open that i havent taken that i dont need is speech class. i sat in teh guidance office with the guidance counsler telling me that i dont need anymore classes and its a waste of my time when all but four of my classes are electives and he says its a waste of a credit...wtf? im so pissed off |
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| wtf.... |
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| 01:55pm 25/08/2005 |
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mood:  sad music: nothing
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i havent updated in a while but now i think its time to....ive changed alot.... i mean alot.. im not into drugs i havent been for a long time. but a few days ago the law came to my house cause someone stole stuff from my parents and it looks like i helped them out... first of all i honeslty dont know who did it but i think my brother chris did secondly im not one to steal from a family member just cuase i stole from walmart and got caught doesnt mean ill steal everything...i havent stolen one thing since then...NOTHING i swear.... but like serioulsy then i was all which way did i come out of the house at the time these things were stolen ...hmm the front door...and i was all no brittany picked me up i went out through the glass doors i was set on that i rode the bus but no brittany really did pick me up and we went to school and were almost late...i didnt open any doors to my brother or the theif andi didnt take anything i just wish my family could believe me just this once... now they have attitudes towards me and it really does suck and it hurts my brohter doug came in and had a talk with me and that hurt to hes like if you know anything tell me and im all no and hes like get rid of your attitude towards mom and dad and im all i dont have one and hes all yes you do just becuase you want to hang out with your drug addict coked up friend till two or four in the morning and they wotn let you doesnt mean you get and attitude.... hell please shut the fuck up the only one that does coke these days are raul and zak and raul barley does it and i only really hang out with him during school...and on top of that im really not trying to fit in with my "drug" friends i dont much really have any....so yea people just need to stay out of my life and let me do my own thing adn stop reading my lj's adn yellin at me about it.... gosh all i want to do is have fun with out drugs and i cant even do that cuase when i do people think oh yea she was on something she cant ever have fun with out drugs...hello what do you think im doing..i didnt do drugs to have fun i did then to forget everybody thing and my own problems... but now im trying to deal like a regular person and i cant even do that.... i mean i met new kids to get away from it and i have.... all i can say is this and maybe people will acutally believe me i had nothing to do with what happneed here at my house honeslty and truth fully i didnt... |
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| your love is so abounding it fills my everyneed |
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| 08:55am 25/07/2005 |
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well i am back unfortunately.... i had such a great time when i went there let me tell you.!!!!
k first i took a plane to tallahassee and i called brittany at the airport and i called grant and wasted at least 2hrs talking to them got robbed of my icebreakers and lemonade stuff that you put in water....boo...k then i get up to tallahassee and my aunt picks me up and then we go to my REAL DADS work but he was with a customer so we went to walmart and i got the new harry potter book and then we went back to pick him up and go to dinner so we drive back to the dealership (he sells cars) he comes out with this great big smile on his face and im almost in tears and the doors were locked hahahahaa so we unlocked the doors and he gave me a hug and he was in tears and looked like a kid in a candy shop he was that excited and i was all wow your short and we started to laugh and then we went to a steakhouse for dinner which was extremely good then we were talking about a lot of stuff that needed to be talked about and let me tell you he is the nicest man ive ever met in my life...so then the next day we woke up and went to service at the methodist church then after service we drove to the baptist church and met up with the hole youth group which whom i didnt know at the time so then janet had to get her car cuz there wasnt enough cars so then she left me and my dad at the church and we went in to make a sandwhich we made the same sandwhich the same way adn got the same drink all at the same time which was awesome... then we had to get in the cars and leave and i had to say good bye and he was alomost in tears when he saw me off to camp and we kept giving eachother hugs... and then so in janets truck it was janet driving me in the front seat...then in the back it was joe, nolon ,and t. all squeezed on one seat... so we made a few stops then we stopped at a baptist church in macon ga and stayed the night and thats when i really started to meet people we went to the pizza place next door and got dinner and i met marissa and she introduced me to people there... and then imet Mikel.. he was the only black person there at the trip but yea anyways he plays the guitar and what not but hes so cool...and then i got into a fight with Chris a camper with us it was about gay people...i so totally won...then we went back to the church after dinner and i met other kids.. and mikel played me the guitar hes so good... then we went to sleep in the pews...the girls did atleast the boys and girls were seperated....
ill countiune later |
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| 08:19am 30/06/2005 |
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GRANT ASKED ME OUT!!!!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!IM SO HAPPY.....ANYWAYS I GOTTA GO TO WORK NOW BYE BYE |
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| hes just to perfect................. |
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| 08:55am 29/06/2005 |
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yesterday
i stayed home till i worked....GRANT CALLED ME!!!!!!!!! so i talked to him while i was home then i went to work. it was a busy busy busy day i felt like i was running for three hours....so then i came home from work called grant and he came and picked me up we went to his house adn hung out till eleven and then he drove me home....he redefines the word perfection..... |
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| fuck you |
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| 02:14pm 28/06/2005 |
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well today i got my permit im all excited about that my dad let me drive home woot woot ..... hmmm...grant called me and were gonna hang out after i get off of work ....ive tried to call ben to see if were still doing something but no answer....hahahaha im so happy anyways...im sick and tired of everyone talking shit behind my back you want to talk shit about me say it to my face so i can just hit you please i really wanna fight someone...fuck you all |
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| sorry if i fake a feeling for your attention |
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| 11:35am 24/06/2005 |
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i have my first day of work today..... im kinda upset about some stuff but its ok
anyways nothings new except for the fact that im still single and that i really
like this one kid and you know how the rest goes...fuckers |
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